I feel like everything in my life is now about food. When I not eating, I am thinking about eating, when I can next eat according to my schedule, planning meals, looking up nutritional information, cooking, etc. Its literally hours every day. I am definitely seeing major results in weight loss, and I have successfully completely avoided sugar and fatty foods now for almost 10 weeks, but how long can I keep this up? I mean, I have a lot of free time now that its summer, but when school starts again can I really keep this up?
And I really really miss food. There is a billboard right by my apartment that has a giant chocolate cake on it. I want it. I want french fries. I want chocolate. Heck, mostly what I want is to just eat without planning out every bite. I miss that feeling of just eating and eating until I feel full. I haven't been full in 10 weeks. I am not always starving or anything, mostly I am just satisfied, but I miss being full of good food.
On a completely unrelated note, today I spent about 3 hours in my car. And tomorrow I will be driving to NY for a voice lesson, so that will be several hours more. Great. At least I have dance class tonight so I can feel active.
Still trying to get a pianist for my cabaret. Sigh.
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